Tapped out
completely.
I was given a tool on how to rethink procrastination. Instead of procrastinating on the usual matters, procrastinate on the time wasters (like this?) and the things that keep from what I want to do.
Easier said than done, especially when just flat out worn out.
I realize that for much of my life I really pushed myself, always trying to have the accomplishments beyond realistic time to have them. Every few years I'd wear out and need to take a break and just sit and veg. Which is how I've spent much of my 30s. It's not that I don't want to accomplish my goals. I feel as if I've forgotten the 16 year old who was the only volunteer ever at Odysey House, who befriended people who would help to help her get a start in the music business while still in high school. Over 20 years later the know how is there, but the energy to power it?
I was given a tool on how to rethink procrastination. Instead of procrastinating on the usual matters, procrastinate on the time wasters (like this?) and the things that keep from what I want to do.
Easier said than done, especially when just flat out worn out.
I realize that for much of my life I really pushed myself, always trying to have the accomplishments beyond realistic time to have them. Every few years I'd wear out and need to take a break and just sit and veg. Which is how I've spent much of my 30s. It's not that I don't want to accomplish my goals. I feel as if I've forgotten the 16 year old who was the only volunteer ever at Odysey House, who befriended people who would help to help her get a start in the music business while still in high school. Over 20 years later the know how is there, but the energy to power it?
posted by tovah @ 10:05 PM
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